Retract

Have you ever read something you wrote in the past and thought, "I sound pathetic?"  That happens to me.  A lot.  Introduce my horribly embarrassing previous post.  Ughhhh.  I think that about a lot of the things I write.  I want to go through and delete every emotional thing I've ever written, but I have such a horrible memory and I like to torture myself with the memories I do happen to keep, so embarrassing blog posts get the privilege of staying and being viewed (or not viewed) by friends and strangers alike.

Anyway, I said all that to say this:  I get on my nerves

I can't even begin to describe how many words and thoughts I've typed for this blog that I've deleted.  In my crazy, jumbled brain, the light bulb has gone off and revealed that I am, in fact, an idiot.

But I can't help it!  I just have such big dreams & bigger fears that sometimes I just lose sight of them because of my even bigger envious nature.  I'm going to improve.

So how do I improve?  New memories.

Like the 3 day (much needed) vacation I just took in the adorable German town of Helen, GA.

Or watching adorable kids while they put decorations on the Christmas tree.

Or planning a trip to TN in February to follow my two favorite music artists for a weekend.

RHCP

Ani Difranco

But most importantly, making new, painless memories with this adorable little man:

Time heals.  Eventually.  I'm looking forward to a new year with more new memories.